What I'm hoping...

I'm not sure whether to hope that my white blood cell count is high enough tomorrow or not: on the one hand, it would be lovely if it wasn't, and I could come home again for another few days / week, but then on the other hand I'll still need to get this four weeks of chemotherapy done, and so maybe it would be best to get it over with asap. Either way there are bonuses, so I guess I'll just enjoy the benefits of whichever way it turns out!

I think I'll faint if I see a hospital potato, though.